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The Rise and Fall

Thu Mar 12, 2009, 10:32 AM
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: some random guy talking about a drag show
  • Playing: with my hair
  • Eating: my nails
  • Drinking: water
Mood swings are quite funny. You wake up one day really motivated and inspired, enjoying a very nice weather and you start your productive day. You work on some poster for an event and it turns out to be one of the best things you have worked on. You continue your day talking to people, laughing, floating then the time comes for a meeting were a group of acquaintances gather in one place with food and drinks.

Suddenly, all of your insecurities, your fears, your lack of emotions and your low self-esteem rises to the surface. Your mood drops down like hell coming down from the skies. All this grace unexpectedly burns.

You begin to wonder why this happens out of the blue and what are you doing here in the first place. You know yourself that you are insecure about issues in your life, like your unemployment, you’re emotional broken and alone and your relationship sucks with your family; yet why now they all decided to attack and spin in your head.
All is left is believing in your dreams, ambitions and that small thread of hope that you solely accept and see.

You take a decision. A decision of a very old bad habit: going home, taking 2 sleeping pills, shower and straight to bed.

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  • Current Residence: Beirut, Lebanon
  • Interests: Arts, Music .. Experience!
  • Favourite movie: Blair Witch Project
  • Favourite band or musician: Amy Lee, Placebo...
  • Favourite style of art: Horror and Dark
  • Operating System: Adobe Photoshop CS/CS2
  • Favourite game: Red Alert 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mandy from "The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy"
  • Personal Quote: Learning to love yourself is the first step you take when you want to be real.

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:icondeviantlebanon:
Hey there :D

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merci jo

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:iconwickedjoex:
=)

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:iconewwiej:
haii :P awesome gallery xD :D

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You wouldn't want to get eaten by this [link] would you!! n__n
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running from your fears will only bring you excerzise =)
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:iconwickedjoex:
thanks a lot!

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Learning To Love Yourself Is The First Step You Take When You Want To Be Real.
:iconewwiej:
np xD

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You wouldn't want to get eaten by this [link] would you!! n__n
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running from your fears will only bring you excerzise =)
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:iconlynnelle:
hey hey :P

I'm adding you!!!!

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Thank you for the :+fav: :)

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